194. Poetry reading: (Part 2) Soldier Boy
It’s the summer of 1960, and your new transistor radio is in your hand.
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It would be helpful to read the introduction in the preceding blog before reading the poem. Part 1
Soldier Boy ©2/4/08 by the author, all rights reserved
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The transistor radio was ready with fresh batteries;
I got it in 1960 when I graduated from P.S. 61.
My dad brought it home;
it was red and had a brown leather case,
there was a cut out on the side to access the knob
to tune the dial. Then the stick marker would tread from left to right
across the AM numbers, seeking the songs.
It was small enough to fit in my hand.
When the nights were heavy with darkness and heat
we’d flee our apartments;
Our faces would be red from the beach
yet we’d be shivering from the burn–
pull on our stretch denims
and nylon wind breakers that went
over our heads, covered our hips, zipper at the throat.
White or pink. Pocket in the front.
Sometimes I’d pick up Rochelle Goldfried;
we’d tease our hair in front of her mirror and
insert small bows on clips between our bangs and
the poof of the “bouffant flip.”
I was 12, 13, amazed that my brown hair had
gold threads of blond genetics woven
throughout. No one had green eyes like me.
She’d put on the Shirelles. Soldier Boy, oh my Little Soldier Boy
I’ll Be True to You.
The guitar would twang. We’d sing.
It was time to go.
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Teenagers came down 100’s of elevators
from all over Stuyvesant Town,
they’d walk in pairs or in groups with joy, excitement,
to our place at the northwest corner of playground 10
where the lights shone down on the green painted metal bars;
there was nothing there,
nothing in the playground but empty space.
When the sun was bright, little kids
loved to zip down the ramp at the entrance
on their metal trikes.
Now it was dark, the gate was locked,
One hundred strong or more of us would serve to keep
that section of the project awake past 10:00 P.M.
Thousands of window shades from the canyons of buildings
tried to block out our noise, the bombardment of our teenage laughter;
the chasing, tagging, smoking, nonsense, the tripping over cobblestones
the climbing on benches. The gawking, flirting, cliquing of faces
under acne cream.
We clustered and grouped, drowning in our hormonal soup
too old to play jump rope, too young to date.
There was one thing no one could touch or banish:
the transistor radio. The invisibility of the radio waves empowered us.
Today fingers fly over Blackberries;
small phone pads send text messages.
We, we were the forbearers of the
prehensile thumb, the agile index finger,
as they turned the radio dials in unison when the command made
its way through the troops: “880—CBS! Duke of Earl!”
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And as the message passed through us, 100 or more radios locked into
the signal and created the most magnificent stereo
that reverberated between the playground bars.
“Duke, duke duke duke of Earl…as I walk through this world,
nothing could stop the Duke of Earl–and you are my girl,
and nothing can hurt you, oh no……”
Mothers hung out windows with beseeching red eyes,
holding wailing infants,
preteens peered out from curtains with envy;
fathers in their undershirts in the days of
no air conditioning wondered how
they would get up for work.
We stood united in the holy valley of pop-tune echoes,
that were smacking against the walls and windows of
the surrounding 11 story buildings–
so many buildings we’d lose count.
We were aliens on another planet
with our own language;
the Stuyvesant Town security
warned us and gave up…we
couldn’t understand them in our giddiness
“WMGM! One Summer night, we fell in love…”
There was no hunger, except for ice cream, love, WMCA,
painting our nails in Revlon Frosted Bamboo White,
coating our lips in pink, 15 cent pizza;
“W-I-N-S! Blue Moon, you saw me standing alone
without a dream in my heart…”
When the world is perfect, when the beach is hot,
and the school work is complete,
the head empties and the heart amplifies and longs.
When the body transitions and
emotions try to catch up, there is music to
bridge the way.
All the way to the Viet Nam War.
Please join me in a little 1960’s nostalgia. Turn your little transistor radio back to 1960.
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lauritasita wrote on Mar 25, ’08
Yeah!!!!!! I remember all that stuff too, because you had to take me with you, hee, hee, hee! I remember Rochelle Goldfried ! What ever happended to her ? Do you still talk to her ? She was funny ! I know her parents are gone now. I remember that dumb Skully game they used to play ’cause I saw you melting those crayons on mom’s frying pan, LOL!!!
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lauritasita wrote on Mar 25, ’08
You forgot to mention cousin Brucie ! Thank God The Beatles were on their way soon, LOL!!!
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jayaramanms wrote on Mar 25, ’08
Sailor Boy. A great poem, Sue. You have written it beautifully.Thank you for sharing.
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I have been to NYC a few times and never loose the awe that I have for the place. Your words brought me back to when I was a small child and my father gave me a small transistor radio for my birthday. I remember it hanging on my bed post and listening to the music….ah, to go back to when life was simple.
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starfishred wrote on Mar 25, ’08
super great poem wow what more can I say and music it works so well with your words-
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knightstar wrote on Mar 26, ’08
My first transistor radio was a bright red one–seven or eight transistors, or whatever it had written on its case. I came to understand that the more transistors one’s radio had, the better it was. And, back then, the number of transistors your radio had was big bragging point.
–M |
tulipsinspring wrote on Mar 26, ’08
Sue I can’t believe the way you can conjure a mental image!!!!
I love hearing your voice reading these. It adds something so special. But everything about this makes me feel as if I have just gone back in time. I came home tonight, so tired, and I visited this blog, and felt suddenly so awake. I can smell the smells of the beach where those burns happened, and actually hear the sounds coming from the transistor radio! It’s bitter winter here, but suddenly I hear the way that music carries on the air in summer, and I can smell how things smell, and feel the way the air stands still on a hot, humid night. It honestly amazes me! I have never been to the place you describe, but somehow this blog takes me there. I’ve seen movies occasionally, which evoke that strange sensation of suddenly visiting a place from the past. But I’ve never seen a poem do it. I am not articulate enough to tell you how much I love this blog! Thank you for adding some sunshine to my life with this wonderful blog. You are simply brilliant! Walks off, humming “Soldier Boy.” |
Let me honor kabir this week thanks for visiting India and being with me http://shankarg.multiply.com/journal/item/58/2008-054-Poetry-Wednesday-Kabir-I_-23-March1400hoursChennaiIndia We stood united in the holy valley of pop-tune echoes, and regarding you requiring tea i am presenting my recipe mumbai dhum chai next week if interested?
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philsgal7759 wrote on Mar 26, ’08
I really hope you will publish all this It is wonderful. Though i was just a baby myself I can envision myself there
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millimusings wrote on Mar 26, ’08
I know all this so well Sue and even though I am Australian we shared that era and all the bouffants the beach the songs and that little tranny as we called them here.. I love your posts..brings back memories and makes for nostalgia in some ways. Hugs from Milli.
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danceinsilence wrote on Mar 26, ’08
Incredible read and listen. My radio was set from 1960-1963 … days of ducktail haircuts, greased back hair, fire hydrants letting loose gushers of water for the Saturday open-pool baths, hanging out on street corners snapping fingers and do-wapping, sitting on the “stoop” kibitzing with the neighbors, little-league sandlot baseball games … this reading brought those memories back. Then the radio went from 1964-1967, all through portions of my Vietnam. Amidst the shelling, screaming, pain, the music still came back to me inbetween those years and made the mind pull back days of home. Thinking of the neighborhood, the steak shop, pool hall, the Friday night dances where you could see Del Shannon with his crossed-eyes singing, grinning. The 60’s were a time of turbulence and yet it held a passion.
Sous … thanks for the ride back. |
bostonsdandd wrote on Mar 26, ’08
OMG! I have chills and tears. I’m there with you every step of the way because you paint a portrait any moron would understand. It’s beautiful and inspiring and just lovely, Sans. You ARE a joy to behold!
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sweetpotatoqueen wrote on Mar 26, ’08
Sue: As always you capture my attention and I am right there with you as you listen to the radio and enjoy the joy de vivre of being young and living in the moment. After seeing the enormous complex you lived it I can see how important these times with the other kids were..making a niche for the teenagers and enjoying the life in the big city. I have memories of the radio in the 60s. Interestingly, my memories go back to Montgomery Alabama ,visiting my Granny during the summers and the constant presence of gospel music on the radio. We walked to the Dairy Queen at dusk among the lightening bugs. Great post & great time of reminiscing here today! Thank you!
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sanssouciblogs wrote on Mar 26, ’08
vickieann said
I have been to NYC a few times and never loose the awe that I have for the place. Your words brought me back to when I was a small child and my father gave me a small transistor radio for my birthday. I remember it hanging on my bed post and listening to the music….ah, to go back to when life was simple. Vickie, how far we have come electronically but how awesome it was then to have a radio~such simplicity!
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sanssouciblogs wrote on Mar 26, ’08
knightstar said
My first transistor radio was a bright red one–seven or eight transistors, or whatever it had written on its case. I came to understand that the more transistors one’s radio had, the better it was. And, back then, the number of transistors your radio had was big bragging point. Gimme back my little red radio, you!
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sanssouciblogs wrote on Mar 26, ’08
tulipsinspring said
Sue I can’t believe the way you can conjure a mental image!!!! Thanks Ms. Tulips! You always make my day! |
sanssouciblogs wrote on Mar 26, ’08
danceinsilence said
Incredible read and listen. My radio was set from 1960-1963 … days of ducktail haircuts, greased back hair, fire hydrants letting loose gushers of water for the Saturday open-pool baths, hanging out on street corners snapping fingers and do-wapping, sitting on the “stoop” kibitzing with the neighbors, little-league sandlot baseball games … this reading brought those memories back. Then the radio went from 1964-1967, all through portions of my Vietnam. Amidst the shelling, screaming, pain, the music still came back to me inbetween those years and made the mind pull back days of home. Thinking of the neighborhood, the steak shop, pool hall, the Friday night dances where you could see Del Shannon with his crossed-eyes singing, grinning. The 60’s were a time of turbulence and yet it held a passion. I was there, right next to ya! the best place to hear doo-wop was in the school stairwells. Del Shannon? Loved him! In my basement I still have 3 boxes of 45’s in pristine condition. I took orange nail polish and dripped my name all over one. They were 69 cents, and every penny I had went into those records. I remember the day I bought Ricky Nelson’s “Poor Little Fool” it was in the summer–like a Woolworth’s on First Avenue and about 16th Street. Across the street I stood in a crowd when JFK rode by, his hair flaming red, before his election. |
sanssouciblogs wrote on Mar 26, ’08
bostonsdandd said
OMG! I have chills and tears. I’m there with you every step of the way because you paint a portrait any moron would understand. It’s beautiful and inspiring and just lovely, Sans. You ARE a joy to behold! having work appreciated it a joy! Thanks, Lori! |
sanssouciblogs wrote on Mar 26, ’08
Another related poem which you might enjoy: I just added the reading so you can just sit back and listen http://sanssouciblogs.multiply.com/journal/item/11/11._Poetry_1959 |
danceinsilence wrote on Mar 26, ’08
Strange now that you mention Kennedy … he came to my hometown (Chester, PA) while campaigning, and his car passed right in front of my mother and I. My father had it all on film (the old brownie windup). Kennedy reached out and shook my mother’s hand, but it was later, when the movie was developed and we watched it on the old pullup movie screen on the tin tripod, did I notice for the first time i was taller than my mother LOL. Thanks for shaking that moment in time back. It was August, 1960.
Another brief moment, but it came during the convention in November, 1955. I saw this guy talking on television, and I said to my father, “It’s the President, daddy.” He said, “No that’s some guy named Kennedy.” JFK was speaking before the delegates and was about to introduce Adlai Ewing Stevenson. Who would have known then just about how right I almost was then. |
sanssouciblogs wrote on Mar 26, ’08
danceinsilence said
Strange now that you mention Kennedy … he came to my hometown (Chester, PA) while campaigning, and his car passed right in front of my mother and I. My father had it all on film (the old brownie windup). Kennedy reached out and shook my mother’s hand, but it was later, when the movie was developed and we watched it on the old pullup movie screen on the tin tripod, did I notice for the first time i was taller than my mother LOL. Thanks for shaking that moment in time back. It was August, 1960. The great thing about interactive blogs is that we do jar each other’s memories. That was a clairvoyant comment indeed–or, like any kid would think–you see a guy in a suit on tv and he’s gotta be the prez! |
It was so amazing hearing your voice, Sue. You made the poem alive, your voice is so full of teenage surprise, of energy and emotion. You took me back-forty five years, you made me re-live my tenderest moments. It was magic. Also the music you have chosen awakens atmospheres that had been dormant for too long. For me exotic known names were those of Gene Pitney, Paul Anka, Neil Sedaka, the Platters, Pat Boone (oh, I could swoon listening to Speeding Gonzales…) so cool compared with home-brewed Celentano, Bobby Solo, Rita Pavone, Mina… Thank you, thank you, thank you, mwah!
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sanssouciblogs wrote on Mar 26, ’08
opossumd said
It was so amazing hearing your voice, Sue. You made the poem alive, your voice is so full of teenage surprise, of energy and emotion. You took me back-forty five years, you made me re-live my tenderest moments. It was magic. Also the music you have chosen awakens atmospheres that had been dormant for too long. For me exotic known names were those of Gene Pitney, Paul Anka, Neil Sedaka, the Platters, Pat Boone (oh, I could swoon listening to Speeding Gonzales…) so cool compared with home-brewed Celentano, Bobby Solo, Rita Pavone, Mina… Thank you, thank you, thank you, mwah! Gene Pitney, Paul Anka, Neil Sedaka, the Platters, Pat Boone Dani, my sis, Ahhhhh, yes!!! Glad you had fun!
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astranavigo wrote on Mar 27, ’08
sanssouciblogs said
When the body transitions and emotions try to catch up, there is music to bridge the way. All the way to the Viet Nam War. Speechless….
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Sue…Enjoyed listing to your recording of a very sentimental poem….your technical skills always seem to be a step ahead of everyone else…I went to PS 19(on 14th St) which was built during the Civil war…the 19th school built in New York and looked like a fort…lived near 2nd Ave close to the Stuyvesant Church and cemetery. ~ Papa
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asolotraveler wrote on Apr 9, ’08
where did you get this transporter? this teleporter? when i was young in a small town in nw ohio i listened to CKLW broadcasting from ontario canada – just across from detroit – they played SO MUCH motown it was orgasmic…. i learned to listen at night to the far away stations – yes even wabc or whatever the big voice of nyc was then… such a delight… thanks for taking me far back in time
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